Ok, so this week i have had highs and lows and not really sure if things are going to improve, i mean today is Wednesday but i guess the only good thing that i am looking forward to is the long weekend, that i cant wait for
and another thing havent spoken to my friend Siphiwe in a while i really miss him u know , one of the few friends who make a difference in my life
hope i speak to him really soon
CANT WAIT FOR THE LONG WEEKEND
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
Life in General
ok so today is Monday .....
not a very good day ......
anyway i wa reading the true love issue for April, its really interesting , there's an article in there that talks about the healing process, which is what i need to do
the article talks about how moving from a dark places to the light is a personal process from my understanding i guess it means that you have to want to heal in order to move on , " This is about looking at the secret places, the silent places, the wounded places, the crying places within you.if you are ready to acknowledge and embrace them, then you can heal" this really touched me and i realised that everything is up to me, that i have the power to make the change that i want to see in my life , i just have to want it bad enough and want to do the work.
not a very good day ......
anyway i wa reading the true love issue for April, its really interesting , there's an article in there that talks about the healing process, which is what i need to do
the article talks about how moving from a dark places to the light is a personal process from my understanding i guess it means that you have to want to heal in order to move on , " This is about looking at the secret places, the silent places, the wounded places, the crying places within you.if you are ready to acknowledge and embrace them, then you can heal" this really touched me and i realised that everything is up to me, that i have the power to make the change that i want to see in my life , i just have to want it bad enough and want to do the work.
Friday, March 27, 2009
wHat I tHanK GoD fOr.........
1. A place to sleep and stay warm.
2. Food to eat.
3. A mind to think.
4. A heart to feel.
5. A body that is healthy and functioning.
6. A strong spirit.
7. The love of family and friends.
8. Money in the bank.
9. Many hobbies and interests that keep me engaged and connected.
10. The ability to teach and learn.
11. Reliable transportation.
12. The ability to give life.
13. Breath, sight, and hearing.
14. I can speak and read
MISTAKES
I have made mistakes in my life
I've let people take advantage of me
and I've expected way less than what i deserve
but i have learned from my bad choices and
even though there are some things i can never
get back and people who will never be sorry
i know better next time and wont settle for anything
less than what i deserve
I've let people take advantage of me
and I've expected way less than what i deserve
but i have learned from my bad choices and
even though there are some things i can never
get back and people who will never be sorry
i know better next time and wont settle for anything
less than what i deserve
ITS BEEN A WHILE
Well its weekend, i am so excited im really tired
havent posted in a while, dont know guess i have been lazy lately
procrastination you know , i always say i am going to get to it but i never do anyway ............
Monday, March 9, 2009
UPDATE
i havent posted in a while, things have been hectic but i am holding on for dear life
in the midst of all i remain positive , hoping that things will get better.My other problem, people in my life and people i know havent really showed me mercy these days you know , so i dont know, i am starting to think that its me, but that little thing that i read somewhere that says , sometimes majority means all the fools are on one side it actually gives me hope that theres nothing wrong with me its just everyone's thinking might be messed up at the moment,yesterday heard some very disappointing news about someone that i really like and was starting to trust but than again hence the saying, love them all but trust no one came to mind.>
in the midst of all i remain positive , hoping that things will get better.My other problem, people in my life and people i know havent really showed me mercy these days you know , so i dont know, i am starting to think that its me, but that little thing that i read somewhere that says , sometimes majority means all the fools are on one side it actually gives me hope that theres nothing wrong with me its just everyone's thinking might be messed up at the moment,yesterday heard some very disappointing news about someone that i really like and was starting to trust but than again hence the saying, love them all but trust no one came to mind.>
Monday, February 23, 2009
BEAUTIFUL MOVIE
on Saturday , i watched a movie , Madea's Family Reunion, its a fabulous movie about family, friendship, love, really beautiful, anyway in this movie there is this woman Vanessa who has never really known what true love is until she meets this guy who is a bus driver, and he loves her more than life itself as he says anyway at the end of the movie they get married because she has learn how to love completely and she has this ,man and God to thank for this but what captivated me was the wedding vowels that he said to her, something like this :
i love you beyond my heart
i love you with my soul
and thats a place where only you and God dwell
something to that effect and i thought wow thats beautiful, if only i can find love like that, true love , does it exist though
i love you beyond my heart
i love you with my soul
and thats a place where only you and God dwell
something to that effect and i thought wow thats beautiful, if only i can find love like that, true love , does it exist though
Thursday, February 19, 2009
A little something on love
Just a little something on love that i came across
Love Means Believing In Someone
Love takes time. It needs a history of giving and receiving, laughing and crying...
Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment.
Love means believing in someone, in something. It supposes a willingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice.
It belongs to only those who can reach beyond themselves; to whom giving is more important than receiving.
Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams they have.
Love involves much careful and active listening. It is doing whatever needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote others' happiness, security and well-being.
Sometimes love hurts.
Love is a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive, caring and open, both to what others say and to what others cannot say.
Love says no with empathy and great compassion.
Love is firm, but when needed it must be tender.
When others have tried and failed, love is the hand in your moments of discouragement and disappointment.
Love is reliable.
Love Means Believing In Someone
Love takes time. It needs a history of giving and receiving, laughing and crying...
Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment.
Love means believing in someone, in something. It supposes a willingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice.
It belongs to only those who can reach beyond themselves; to whom giving is more important than receiving.
Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams they have.
Love involves much careful and active listening. It is doing whatever needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote others' happiness, security and well-being.
Sometimes love hurts.
Love is a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive, caring and open, both to what others say and to what others cannot say.
Love says no with empathy and great compassion.
Love is firm, but when needed it must be tender.
When others have tried and failed, love is the hand in your moments of discouragement and disappointment.
Love is reliable.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
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